Hello Everyone,
i will be leaving DA, possibly for a long time. although i will be checking back occasionally, but, for the most part, my account here will be dead, activity wise.
I know this is so sudden and for that, i deeply apologize.
However, before anyone freaks out,
please read to the end and let me explain why i am leaving DA:
1. To be Honest, The only real Thing i Do on DA nowadays is talk to all my Friends on here. (I do enjoy talking to everyone, so please don't anyone think this is your fault.) That and i feel like i have used DA as a means to relax and calm down when i haven't found anything else that calms me down. I want to be able to find more natural ways to relax without relying on DA for that.
2. I Just graduated college a little over a month ago, for those of you who didn't know. i have yet to find full time work, which i need to find soon because i need health insurance because i am no longer on my parent's plan. On top of finding a new Job or upgraded Job, i need to focus on creating videos for my film reel that i can show to potential employers. i will also need to take as many hours as i can at the Job i have now.
3. I have some Family and Friend obligations that are coming up soon and i am in charge of different parts of those obligations. i need to prepare for those.
4. I feel i have some mental and some spiritual issues that i need to sort out and find out where i stand and how i can better understand what i am going through.
I have been thinking about doing something like this for a long time and believe me, i did all i feel i could to stay. Because i know that i can only communicate with some of you through DA, This makes it even harder for me to go.
As much as i am happy that DA has helped many of you feel at home, i feel like it hasn't done much for me, outside of making some close friends. i want to get away for a while and do a little bit of catching up on my own life and path in life.
Please DO NOT Think it is any fault from any of you that made me want to leave. I am so very grateful to all of you and the support you have shown over the years. I really am.
You have all shown me that not everyone in the world are jerks and that Friendship knows no bounds (Gender, Race, Internet or IRL, etc.). I am grateful for the many friends i have made on here and hope to stay in contact. For those of you who i commissioned, particularly
, if you still feel up to finishing my commission, go ahead and finish it and post it. if not, no need to give me the money back. Keep the money or give it to someone in need of some help.
For those of you who are friends with me on FaceBook, i will still be quite active there because that is how i communicate with most friends and family if i don't have their cell phone numbers. For those of you who are interested in keeping in contact with me, shoot me a note and
i will check back occasionally to send you the email I will be using to stay in contact.
(however, i will only give out my email to those i talk to a lot or are close friends of mine on here. I am so sorry, but i hope you understand). For those of you who are interested in my Drakos Story, i will still be writing it, but i won't be posting it On DA anymore. (a Huge thank you to
for the cover page). once i find a suitable place to put my story on, i will post a journal with the Link so that you can still read it if you wish. ^^
Again, i know this is so sudden, but i hope you all will come to forgive me and believe in me as i make this next step in my life.
my best wishes go out to each of you and I Pray that you will all have success and happiness in your lives.
Hope to be able to meet some of you someday IRL and see "the fruits of your struggles and Labors" as it says in the Bible. you are all amazing and never forget that.
Keep pushing forward to make the World a better place.
sorry that it was a bit lengthy, but Thank you to those who read this all the way through.
I will never forget you all.
Be safe and best of luck in all you do.
dragonfreak1112 signing out.............................